I had the most amazing week of my life last week in Club Med LaCaravelle in Guadeloupe (Caribians). I met the most awesome ppl ever and im practically crying that im back. I'm here to fill the void some ppl call "post-camp depression" in the summer after camp, well this is like that and i miss everyone. i had a previous site where i wrote bout filling the void and ive felt this way before and its interesting to know that it keeps coming back :'(. it took me months to get over kamp, and that was 8 weeks long.this was a week, but wat an intence week. Ive delayed writting in here because by writting i accept the fact that the week is not over and i refuse to do that. I miss them too much. I've put together a playlist of songs that are just a bunch of songs we heard from there and its as depressing as kamp. Ive got tons of photos which keep reminding me of it. Am i a very sad person? or do other ppl get like this after long vacations too? Ill try to read all of your posts in your own journals that i missed, but i dont know how long it'll take me so forgive me. i might just do it during programming tmr, but i think we're doing something new. Tomorrow's gonna be a very depressing day cuz its just a terrible line up of programming, english, math, and french. ew. but i get to look forward to baseball at the end of the day. I did archery for 2 hours every day in club med and i won the archery tournament with an average of 24.5 (on 30) in 6 rounds of 3 arrows. i shot one 29 during the week that was really truely amazing and im very proud of myself. i got a 147/180 in the tourny, the 2nd place guy had like 135. hehe i love archery. there's just something relaxing about it that makes it so peaceful for me and its just like a hidden talent i have. I wanna get my own really nice bow one day. I was also told to become a GO (gentil organisateur, aka ppl working at club med) cuz the chick there thought i could do a good job of it. My parents always talk bout me taking a year off, so i thought could teach archery at a club med for a year which would be awesome, but i unno...i dont think they'd let me cuz its not much of a job, more like something u do for fun lol. but yeah it'd be pretty sweet. first day of school tmr so imma go to bed early and ill edit this tmr with a list of ppl maybe and stuff cuz wats a vacation without the friends. Send me back to Neverland.