so today was a better day then yesterday, i was just very upset yesterday and talking to missy really helped me calm down and get a grip on everything. this internet at home thing is also destroying me, not doing any hmwk here cuz of it and i cant do hmwk at school cuz there's always ppl around, but i found a way to get some english hmwk done in class, headphones to drown out the shouting of everyone else. I've found it hard lately to concentrate in that class: its very cramped and always loud. anywho today was a long day, but in a good way. i feel good cuz i now know what i'm going to be for halloween: 50s greaser: jeans, white shirt, pack of smokes in the sleeve and greesed back hair --> i did it once this summer at kamp for our 50s dance nite. i also bought a math workbook, that makes this day uber productive.