xxxiv* Hide the Light.

by helloworld666
Feeling: schizophrenic
i dont wanna see the sun rise tonite. im scared i mite. so much work. fuck it, but i cant. this is university marks im throwing away. i've gotta sleep for my body's sake, but i cant for my mind's sake. i just wanna curl up and rot away. -- Edit -- got to bed at 3:10ish in the morning....eugh so tired. not feeling to hot rite now either.
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yes if u have no idea whats going on just smile and nod :P

it was just one of those days:)
hey,
that's insane!! that means you got like 4 hours of sleep. lordie. do you have alot of work tonight too?
- erica
hey,
that's brutal :S i hate staying up late doing homework. what time did you end up going to bed?
- erica
because i thought my parents were married but nooo. eh it was doomed from the start. i wonder what life would be like if they didnt get married or didnt get divorced.
It doesnt hurt me or anything like that. I was sorta excited actually. I used to go around saying 'i wish i were a love child' it just sounded like a nice thing to be..i guess. but i guess another term for that is 'bastard' ahah im that too then. well i dont even know how i got my mom on the topic of them not being married when i was born. i just remember saying how she had a boyfriend while she was pregnant with me and i was liek wtff.
also, most of my family lives overseas too but somehow i can't seem to get rid of them. I only have an uncle (actually my dad's cousin) and his family in California. Then the rest of these psychos in the US are like five times removed. Whatever.
yeah, odd is one word you could use to describe my family. Psychotic is another.

anyway, I have a very large extended family, people that wouldn't even be considered related to me here I call my aunt and uncle. But the lady described was actually my great-aunt. Directly.
very emo...
:P
yes............. wow im bored as hell
toodlez

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[Anonymous]
I don't know, to be honest.

I write what I think and what I see and what I do and I have a lot of real life friends who also use sitD and they are all on my friendslist vice versa...and I've come across a few diaries that have me friended that i've never known about but I can't tell you why they added me because I don't know.

I guess I really don't know.

Some people say they like the way I write, but to me it's nothing special. Oh well.
< 3 the strokes
thanks for the inspiring comfort but i only wish it were that easy.
well, how bout doing your work when they are _actually_ due? *cough* energy games *cough*
hey what's wrong with waltzing? waltzing's funnnnn..... ^_________^
its your own fault that you wait till the last minute.... you don't see me staying up till 3AM finishing up my work ^_~
What do you mean is there something?
ahaha that is true.
I don't understand what you mean , but thanks for the compliment.
no, i dont put any effort. Friendsof mine have conversations with me in my actual diary, so it's basically like 5 conversations. It's just looks like a lot of posts.
im up doing work too....if the sun sets which it probably will, you can have my house.