Im so mad at myself for the stress i put on sara,she doesnt even talk to me,i guess now im feeling what she did,being left in the scilence and i wanna no whats goin on,and i only find out whats goin on from her diary.i can feel her anger when im with herm=, how mad she is at everyone,she lets some of it slip sometimes,but i just want her to spill,im totally contradicting myself,i say when u feel like that u dont tell anyone,but when ur worriedmu want then to tell all,well i hope she trusts me now.