I really cannot wait until the movies with mykel,like if mykel signed on now id flip as if it was jayson,lol.and if sayson signed on id be like whoooo,cuz i no he got mad,i was like almost crying he he signed off,cuz mykel had already left,he told me to block him,i should have done that,i should have dont that.fuck.mom likes mykel as does everyone else and she was liek so hes not out of the question and i said well when i meet jayson and if it doesnt work out,then sure id like to hook up with mykel and get to know him better,but he said im too young,well next summer ill be almost 16,when i would have be meeting jay,if i dont meet him at xmas,it makes me wanna cry knowing i have to wait that long,and mykel is only a phone call away.the funny thing is that the rent,and steprent trust me and him together,lol.here i go again,liking someone else,what an idiot i am,but unlike peter,mykel is worth it.well i love u both,and mykel in more a friendly way.jay more in a love u forever way.but me im just fucked up right now,jay really killed me when he got mad,but sara dont go and murder him now and dont send him another email,ill handle it.