OKAY,THANK YOU DARREN,omg what was i thinking,to cheat on jayson,just because hes not here,i trust him,and he trusts me.how could that even be put in my mind.oh well i wont give in,hahahaha.......right.but if i do do anything ill tell jayson,itll be hard but,ill tell him.so looking forward to sunday!!!!!!!!!itll be like the day i get back,seeing i get back late saturday,oh and i let my secret slip,big fuckin mistake,i regret it now,so fuckin much.im not gonna talk about it.