Well jay emailed me and said he was comin home to pack up,i will meet him,if i have to run away to meet him,ill steal 40 bucks for a bus ticket,or ill hitchhike,or find someone goin to bridgewater,and im goin,my parents arent gonna fuck this up again,when the next time ill see him is probably march,or december when he comes home for xmas,they wont screw it up for me.I love him way to much and they cant feel that,everyone tries to pry me away from him.I wont be what i call perfect for him by when he comes to pack up,but by xmas i will be .