so,moved in by mon,and where will i be next year or the next,like i could be in cali next year,i have no idea,i really feel like im just a fuckup,like everywhere i go im ruining someones day,or life.i cant feel any desire for school right now.really im fuckin super pissed that the HIM tickets are sold out and ill be in t.o.when they are,well no,im not gonna go when they are there,if she doesnt get tickets i wont go,well i might get into the club,i dunno,id friggin blow the bouncer just to get in.ill wait by there tour bus.if i can c it,lol.well i gtg walk to the nu house.