once again me and jay wont meet,the only way we could meet is if he came down for the ex,fuck,i swear its like he wasnt ment for me,but i want him so much.Now hes going avross the country and the other side in another country,like i could probably jump there hes so close,fuck,i just cant wait until xmas,its not that far away,he will be my xmas present.i hope he comes down with chris,well gtg.