Im started to feel disgusting everytime i eat or want to eat,i feel like i shouldnt eat that its only gaining to how much i weigh so from now on if i wanna eat something ill just go for a walk instead,ill just eat healthy,chips and all that tastes so gross,its just fuckin put there to tempt me,and i hate it.I wanna be a nice size for when i meet jay and will,eventually,whether it be next summer when he comes back from university,or this christmas,i dont flipin no,but ill meet him,and even tho he thinks im a good size now i wanna feel comfortable around him