Jayson says: Jayson says: i love you Courtney but i need to go or im going to do something stupid omg,we had the wierdest convo,half of it was about his penis,lol,i kept asking him how big it was and he was like why would you wanna know that,lol.and eventually he told me.9 1/2,hmmm,and he swore on my life so i believe him,he said thats standing tall.Me and jay have awsome plans at christmas,yay.at least im not like angela and have told like 32878723 guys that i love them,lol.I love jayson and thats it,and he loves me,i told him something tonight and he like freaked,i wish i hadnt told him,beacause it made him leave he was so mad,he needed to cool off,thats when he said the above,lol,he told me all the pictures he printed off of me,lol.Theres one of me in a tub,when me and ang were goin pictures,IM NOT NAKED,lol.anywayz i made him whine,lol,i was like im not gonna fuck u the first time i meet u,and then he was like,so what if i leave and then i come back in 10 minutes,lol,i said no like a month or two,he said "WHAT,or TWO?",lol,Ill probably give in,in the time of like two weeks,lol.But i wanna stay a virgin until im 16 at least.omg xmas this year i cannot wait,but xmas next year thatll be AWSOME!!!!!no,not because ill be loosing my virginity,lol,not at all,lol.Im gonna go everywhere with him,im meant to be with him,stuff fucks up for a reason.