Last music history class today. Kinda sad. I have mixed feelings about it. I'm going to miss it, but it wasn't like it was my favorite class or anything. I'm looking forward to music theory next year though. I had the most boring work shift of my life today, I swear. Ten tickets in four hours. Can you say S-L-O-W? On the bright side, I only have to drop one hour of my work schedule for finals week, because I have a final at 12:30 next Wednesday and I usually work till 13:00, so I'll just work one less hour. I'll still be staying around until Friday for work. After I finish my final draft of my American Indians paper and study for my last Victims test, I'll be done for the week until I have to study for finals. I still need to go to the observatory twice this week for full extra credit. I talked Wes into going tonight; maybe I'll call Tyler too. I'm still upset at Neil a little. I know it will be worse when the time actually comes. I hope this doesn't blow up in my face. Everything seems to be going wrong or making me upset lately. But I'm not really upset. I don't know how to explain it. I just feel really mixed up and crazy inside; it doesn't show though so I'm not sure if anyone else knows except for the few people I've ranted to. I noticed I didn't write in my diary yesterday and I didn't listen to music at all today until almost 19:30, and both of those are things I do to calm down when I'm upset. I just need to get away. I can't wait for this semester to be over. I find it just a little ironic that strangers who read my diary on the Internet probably have more insight into my life at this point than the majority of my friends do.