wow. last night my head was clear of all this shit i've been thinking about for the past...um..5-6 months. it felt so good. but now its all starting to come back damn it. oohhh well. thats life. :) Study hall in the library this morning. Emily took her shoe off and put it in the middle of table after she sniffed it. i could not believe it. then she took her sock off. woah. lol. i was about to move to a different table. Geometry was alright. Nothing special. Science I almost fell asleep. Tracy finally gave me my vibrator..TENNIS racket vibrator..back. it had all this fuzz and shit. haha Civics pissed me off. Little Miss suck up(elysia) was being gay. mr.hein moved christina to the very front of the room infront of me. so now i can't go to the back of the room and we can't talk up front. wtf. don't see how thats fair since everyone else does whatever the fuck they want... Got home. went on aol. computer kicked me off about five times. I was gonna go to open house tonight but no one is going. i was gonna go to the show tonight..but once again- no one is going. but i didn't really feel like going to that anyways. I was supposed to go to NC this weekend..but change of plans. I'd have to go to a car show and umm..no. i dont think so. lol. oh well..i'll go some other time a couple nights ago emily looked all this stuff up about my astrology signs and crap..and i am the House of Pleasure. and it had stuff about how i make pleasure and i give it or something? I dont know...i thought it was talking about me masturbating with myself and others...thats what it sounded like. jeeze. Astrologers must think I want to become a porn star or something. lol. It was just really weird. then she sent me my horoscope and crap and it was exactly right. freaked me out. like..everything it said i needed to hear and its what i've been thinking about. THEN i had a fortune cookie all about hope- which i was just talking about with kyle the other night..that made me spit my food out cause it was a really good message. jesus..lol. supersticious shit is scary! I'll pay closer attention to my horoscope from now on i guess :p It's 2:00. Time to leave. bye