This is one of the worst days ever. :( YOU dont even know how sorry I am and yet how upset i am all at the same time. God I didn't even say all that much and you have me feeling like the biggest bitch in the world. How am i supposed to be happy? :( It's all just so weird now between us. I want it to be like it used to- but how? I guess I'm just jealous and upset because I could have been with you, I guess it's true when they say, "you don't really know how good something is until its gone," just like you. :( I miss you and all i want is for us to be friends again, cause it's killing me when all you do is put up away messages... Im really sorry Kyle