I have such a horrible headache. My eyes are watering... Oh how I hate headaches. Anyway, things have been...well...they just have been. umm...yea...It's been a while since I have updated.. The diary thing..well...it takes alot of time... though I must say when I do get the chance to...it is very much a cathartic experience. I have found a new light in the dark world I am submersed in. what that light is...I can't really say. I find the more I learn about myself and form my own opinions, the less sense I make to the people around me. I am so very misunderstood. and with the way things are today, no one really cares. It's understandable yet so very frustrating at the same time. I have come to the conclusion that art truely does save. Sevas Tra people. Im out.