Why? What am I going to do? Im just a kid. I shouldnt be worried about my mother being killed. Im scared,Im tired but Im not weak...or maybe I am.. It sickens me that I can do nothing about this though, Its a very sobering thought that I may not have a mother in two years. And why should he stop there? Who says that he wont kill us all. I can't go back to how I was, I refuse to. But I cant do this on my own. Is that weak? To admit that I need help. or is that considered strong because I have come to terms that I AM weak. Or am I just foolishly rambling on? I dont know anymore.