I never thought I would feel the pain of being abandoned again. But, Alas, My "friend" left me in the cold, yet again. After many sleepless nights of helping him, making sure that he didn't do anything harmful to himself. He told me I wasnt worth it and that he didn't have time for me anymore. I suppose I should have seen it coming, he never really listened to me, or cared for that matter, but I think I was blinded by the fact that I liked him so much. But I will heal in time. What ever doesnt kill you makes you stronger right? I hope so, because Im not feeling that strong right now. So my attempt at guitar playing is slowly progressing, I can play some rammstein songs already, so its pretty cool. Anyway, I have nothing to do for the nest 5 hours or so, So I will most likely write another entry, but for now, Im going to go keep myself occupied with other peoples journals lol, Oh, and people dont be shy with the comments. Its so amusing seeing what people have to say, so write as much shit as you want lol. wl,tzq