i miss you still and always

Listening to: Slipknot-eyeless
Feeling: depressed
I'm just sitting here thinking about hayleigh.. i miss her alot... Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.comHayleigh and her dad... THE BAD NEWS... hey what the hell's going on? why did ur mom call my mom? well anyways.. i hate to do this.. but i have to. we need to break ^. this time, for good. because my mom found out bout us, -n- she wasnt very happy. she just kept yellin n yellin @ me just because of wut i was. to sum it ^, she hates me. -n- i m now very pissed. i guess i was wrong bout ur family liking me.. they must hate me. n now i am grounded, no cell, no internet. -n- because of u, u -n- me will never be able to talk again. mom will never trust me again. thanks a lot. But i m very very sorry we cant be together. dont call me again. -Hayleigh HOW HER MOM FOUND OUT... i'll tell u how my mom found out. i just got home, as if my day was a living hell. charleena called me and asked if she could talk to my mom. so im like 'whatever' and i handed her the phone. mom found out the interims were released and that charleena was gonna help me! im still mad at her for that. well then, after my mom yelled at me about that, she asked me, she's like 'oh, by the way, what's ur relationship with this summer girl?' and im like, 'we're friends, then she's like 'what's ur relationship with this summer girl?' and im like, 'we're friends, then again she's like 'what's ur relationship with this summer girl?' and im like, 'ok, fine. she's my girlfriend.' and she's like 'what kind of girlfriend?' and i said, 'im bi, ok?' and she's like 'o bullshit, u r not bi! shut the hell up!' and im like, 'ok then, im straight.' and she's like 'oh bullshit, u r not! ur bi!' then i just started crying and crying and crying...... then i literally had a panic attack, i couldn't breathe cuz i was panicking. she wasn't even trying to comfort me. she's like, 'ur grounded, i dont want u to talk to summer anymore, ur not allowed on the computer and i'll take that cell phone away from u.' she took the phone away and started looking through my address book on my cell phone and she's like, 'who the hell is amber? o, this must be summer's number. u just changed it to amber.' SHE FOUND AMBER'S NUMBER! ..... omg i was about ready to kill myself.... but somehow.. something kept me alive. i dunno how..... but it did. i still hate that it ended and if i could i'd change it..
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hey...aww summer...you're tourchering yourself w/ that.
my number? oooooo i remember...
oh yea true. sorry hun.
aww hun why do you say that? i thought it was going really good for you...you've got kristin..thought you loved her?
well than why worry about it if she makes you feel that way, you dont need hayleigh it was really wrong for her to do what she did to you. you didnt need anyone like that.
w/e...you wont be and personally i dont think you're that emo ;p
lol no thank you i already have someone to fuck and i wouldnt want to steal your virginity (LMAO)
lol aw really, do ya?

its amber im just fixing up one of Loris diarys.
:P
aw, sounds like your parents are like mine, except i don't let my friends talk to my parents, and me and ah-lee-shh-ah are very careful, life is shit, don't worry it'l get better i promise
and thnxx
for liking my diary
now we can be
internet friends
love you;
-cassandrahxox♥™
damn dude that's gotta suck...
who cares if your bi, you're still the same person damn it. why can't parents fucking see that?
w/e...it sickens me...

anyhow i'm out
and i'm srry bout that too..