My gf stayed the night a couple days ago. And we "u know" and yeah. and she said she loved me many times. and i sed it back. turns out shes confused if she loves me or not!But the kinda funny thing is i left her many hickies on her neck... really dark too lmao... i love her to death, but now i have to wait and see if her feelings will make up their mind.I wanna marry her but she said shes gunna marry her bf Max. grrrr i'm so upset about that becuz i was gunna ask her to marry me.. Yesterday i talked to Amber and Lori on the phone and they are freaks!!! lmao i love u guys!!! lol. but yeah i told them wut happened with me and Ali... and Amber was like just 10 hickies??? and i'm just thinking ookkk.. because it really looks like alot to me lol. I talked to Kristin Yesterday too, she told me she had been cutting now that made me mad. She said she was doing it because she likes it. I had another friend that went through the same thing, but now shes happier than ever. But anyways i told Kristin if she doesn;t stop it i wont come and see her and i'll just go see Amber. Because i cant let Kristin do that to herself its unhealthy.I love her i really do.. but i cant love someone who hates themselves or life... Well i'm chilling with my sister and this bitch a few days ago hurt my sisters feelings and i am fucking pissed my sister was crying she didn't want our mom hugging her so i hugged her. Shes like one of my best friends we get along and yet we dont but who cares lol. SEE YA!!! (I updated r u happy kristin??lol)