i cant believe i yelled at kristin i feel bad.. even though she promised not to break up with me.. i'm so heart-broken i was happy until she hurt me again.. i was inlove and i still am.. my feelings will never changed and i believe she doesn't wanna speak to me ever again... i wouldn't wanna talk to me either.. i'm such a bitch.. i think i'm bi-polar i seriously freak out to easy and get pissed to easy.. and then i start crying... I want to go see my Aunt but my mom doesn't know when i can go. i wanna go during spring break that sounds like a plan to me.I wanna see her so badly.. shes all depressed and Alone and i'm gunna make her laugh and we're gunna watch movies and be weird lol. I miss hanging out with her. i used to be at her house 24-7 . I cant believe this has all happened.. my uncle is gone... i still cant believe it... i never got to say goodbye... This all hurts becuz i believe i could have done something to stop this all. Like maybe call my uncle and talk to him. I'm gunna start calling my Aunt 4 - 5 days a week and maybe talk for about 10 minutes just to see how shes doing and all that junk.. but i really dont have much more to say so.. bye