Well i am no longer speaking to Ali anymore.. i went to the school today and she had the balls to come up to me and hug me! I said "dont even touch me".. and she just walked away... plus shes been talking hella shit about me. But who gives a fuck! alot of people say shit about me like.. dyke, lesbo , wannabe emo/goth..fuck em! them can die. they obviously have nothing better to do with there time then stop and say something about me or anyone. I'm still with David its goin on 7 months now. Since October 14th. i remember when i first met him he was so shy.:P and cute. I talked to him alot we were friends.. soon we became more then that, when he finally told me he's liked me since the 9th grade when he first saw me! I was like awww cute. i told him i liked him too and a week later we started going out. It started as a crush then grew to love. i love him . But i have some doubts about the relationship... cuz he wants to have sex.. but i'm not ready for that just yet... i might break up with him but its too hard he's so cute..he's sweet to me and everything.. but i think i just like girls now. Besides he met some hot guy and he likes him maybe they'll hook up. Me and David will still always be at least the best or friends. Well I talked to Kristin Lastnight.. i love her more than David.. she knows i love her and i believe she still loves me . But the distance is a huge issue when we get together.. i cant wait until i go and see her.. She lives hella far sometimes i wish she lived around the block lol. that would be kickass we'd be hanging out every fucking day .Plus we'd be together if she lived that close... I might see my Aunt soon. She wants me to come and see her.. it hurts me because shes alone.. I wanna make her happy and i want her to stay happy. We've have'nt seen eachother in hella fucking long.. toooooo long.. so long it depresses me... its been 4 years...I miss my uncle too.. i wish he was still around....