I'm feeling annoyed because of fucking Kristin i dont think i love her anymore i'm kinda sick of her childish ways. i hung up on her today when she confessed to loving Jeff. Then she claims i pissed her off, and she hung up on me and that pissed me off. so i called back and she picked up and hung up on me again. i was soooooo fucking pissed i called back and then she sed you pissed me off and i gotta go cuz my dad is calling me. i was like just thinking "fuckin bitch". i'm getting so annoyed from her. I miss Ali... i cant stand us being just friends i love her so much. But i'm now with Ana. i love her the most and i want to marry her i'm supposed to be going to see her next weekend she lives 6 hours away and thats not that far of a trip me and my sister are gunna ride the greyhound bus to see Ana. we are gunna spend the whole weekend there i believe. David was gunna come over today but he was almost in Alameda already he lives to much fucking farther now!! he already was living far now he's too far. i'm so mad. i'm probably spending the weekend with my grandmother.Hopefully have some fun watching movies and stuff. Maybe she'll take me to the mall i need some more jeans and a shirt. maybe some socks. But like My best friend Morgan told me her friend Helen is interested to go out with me. i kinda like her friend as well. but i'm with Ana and i guess me and helen can just be friends cuz i love Ana so much. i had a dream that i met her i was so happy . i've had that dream so many times now i'm waiting until i finally get to feel that happy moment. i wanna make-out with Ana so badly!!!