Shes forever gone..

Listening to: blink182-always
Feeling: emotional
My worst nightmare how come true i cannot see my gf anymore her parents found out about us.. i've been soo depressed all day. i went to my high school at lunch to visit David and friends. And i saw her walking towards me and i was thinking she was gunna come and talk to me. Then when she saw me she turned and walked the other way. I so sad... i've been starving myself all day i feel like picking up a blade.. but i cant.. i've been doing so good... and now all this.. i'm sooo sad i almost cryed when she turned away. She took my heart and ripped it into pieces.. i feel i'll never love again.. what am i gunna do??? i call her but she never answers her cell. my sister has to text her thats the only time she responds. Plus she got me sick from the other night. After that night i was happy until i found out bout her parents seeing the hickies all over her neck. she says she forgot it was there.. and put her hair up.. honestly i would never forget that huge fucking . But yeah i dont know what to do.. i'm inlove with her.. but cant have her... No matter what i'll love you forever even if you dont love me back...
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aww summer, im sorry about everything w. u & her..i wrote u, cant mail it til monday thou! but just thought u should know. ttyl xoxo
-lori
that's bullshit.
i hate family right now...in fact i hate evrything now...

UnderOath is awesome!