I dont know why i cant stop crying lastnight and almost all of yesterday i cryed... Life is being a bitch to me. I feel like everythings falling apart and i can feel all the pain.I called my Aunt lastnight and i wanted to cry when she said i miss uncle Al. and i hate knowing shes alone ...I just wanna cut myself again but i cant do that. Then i'll feel stupid because i dont want any of my friends doing it. If i do it then they wont listen to me if i ask them to stop.Yesterday i layed on my bed in the dark , crying , holding myself wishing someone else could. There is only one person i would have let hug me or touch me but i'm not going to say who. Even though i want her to know.Plus i'm still inlove with her. More than anyone...