OK my day was going pretty good. My friend James, this freshmen, told me this morning on the bus that his friend told him that he wanted to fuck me. I have no clue who this kid is but he knows me. SO like all day in school i kept my eye open for any suspicious tall freshmen. and there was a blood drive today and i was standing in the bathroom talking to my friend and then in mid sentence she passes out, she gave blood. That kinda scares me to give blood, might die or something, lol, i wouldnt mind. Its been 4 days since ive talked to my bf...and it is really starting to piss me off. It makes me think that hes got something else going on with another girl. He tells me that there isnt no one else but its hard to believe when lately he dont talk to me. I can pour my guts out to him and he would have nothing to say to me about it. And he dont tell me how he feels. Hes like a lifeless being with nothing to say. And i know he has all these problems that bother him and he wont talk to me about them. I mean isnt that what a relationship is about to rely on your partner to talk to about stuff you cant talk to no one else about. I mean we are the most understanding. We wont judge, well at least i dont. And he wont get that out of his mind....well thats all that i have to say for tonight