Man last night i was talking to my ex and he asked me what was wrong because all day i had been depressed because for some dumb ass reason one of the reasons was because of him. So i told him and he got all pissed off at me because he said that im just telling him that to make him feel bad. When thats is not even it. He fucking asked me what was wrong so i told him. he is so fucking vain he thinks that everything to do i do it to make him feel bad or that my world revolves around him even though we arnt together. When that so isnt the case. I love that fucker still for some reason i dont know. And i dont know how fast it takes him to get over shit but it takes me a while to stop loving some one the way that i did him. Zach and Stephanie are 2 different people. im not like him. i wish that i would get over the fucker faster because im getting sick of feeling this way. I want to hate his ass. Im not talking to him anymore. I blocked his bitch ass and i aint writting him either. He will see what a good thing he is missing out on and if he does realize this and ask for me back then im going to flat out tell him to kiss my ass. Ive done had it with him. Today in 3rd period my fucking principal called my best friends dad and told him that some guys had been talking about "being" with her and her dad had her call him and he told her that he is sick of that shit and that he is going to have her in a different school by the end of the week. And that means that she is leaving me. And they were also talking about moving to that school district. Man i swear i wasnt meant to be happy at all.. I FUCKING HATE LIFE!!! and by the way im talking to this one dude names Shane and he is really cool, and like im really starting to like him!!