Today is a very boreing day. My parents arnt home, so i cant go anywhere. So i decided to do my laundry and clean my room. I rearranged it. It looks better then before a little bigger. I cant stand the color of my walls! THEY ARE BRIGHT PINK! just looking at them will give you a head ach. I try my best to spend as little time in there...but i end up being in there all the time. I want to paint them black...or maybe green the best color in the world. I dunno...It is only 1:28pm and ive already done all there is to do...but if anything happens or i just need to let off some steam ill write again...toodles Ok i hate my sister...god i hate her. I so cant fucking wait till i can move out of this hell hole. Out of this freakin state away from my family. Im always getting bitched at about something so fucking stupid. No matter how much they want me to change and be perfect it isnt going to happen. Because i dont want to be perfect I want to be Stephanie. A girl that isnt afraid to say whats on her mind. Some one who for no reason may say stupid shit that dont make sense. Because it is fun. I feel free and trying to be the perfect little girl doesnt make it that way. So stop fucking nagging me to be something that i dont want to be!!!