Why cant i ever be happy? i find something that makes me happy and then i go and fuck it all up. I guess it is true you dont know what you have until you have lost it. And i probualy lost the best thing that has ever happend to me all because i was selfish and didnt think about no one but my self. What is the meaning of life? i mean you think you got it goin on until one day it is all just taken away from you. Why did god put us here? All we do is get hurt and grieve for loved ones. Why? some one please answer me. if any one cares to talk to me my sn for AIM is luckyXthirteen84...