i finally had a dream! its been almost 2 months since ive had one. i guess im finally over Zach and back to my normal happy state. YAY. i was all happy today and then i got online and talked to Jackie and like now im just all like depressed and shit FUCK this ruind my day....i probualy wont get out and do anything again this weekend, maybe saturday night. but i doubt it because Sarah would rather go to her bf's house after church then spend the day with me. I just hate it when my friends put their bf's in frount of their best friends. i feel left out. I want a bf. but im not good enough to have one....