OMG today has been like the best day ever! This is the greatest i have felt in a long time. Last night that dude Zach that i mentioned asked me out. And i told him yeah. All day today i couldnt stop thinking about him. i think I love him. Ive known him for about 6 months now. We've been getting close this last month. When Kenny made me feel like crap about my self, he was there to make me feel better. I thought that leaving Kenny would be the worst thing that i did. But it turns out it is the best thing for us. It didnt even seemed it affected him much, or he can hide his feelings really well. But yeah... On the bus today my best friend Sarah told me that this dude named Curtis told some kid in East middle that he fucked me. That was all the way in October when i first moved here in Ellenboro. It was just 3 days of makeing out. He is still hung over me. Just because he asked me and asked me to fuck me, didnt mean that i was going to give in. So i guess he couldnt take it that a girl said no to him so he is going to lie about it. Makeing me sound like a whore. He might have had sex but not with me, but his hand. LOL Well im going to cut this off here and write a few letters. Toodles