well Kenny is going after other chicks...I guess im not good enough for him. I wish guys would just tell me that they dont want me so that it wouldnt hurt so much. I dont care anymore, any guy the flirts with me im just going to flirt right back and not worry about Kenny because obviously he dont care about how i feel. So i quit, Im done. I cant take this shit anymore. the only guy that i have been with that has never hurt me or made me cry was Brent. When he tells me he loves me it makes me feel so good. Kenny doesnt even tell me he loves me anymore...does he not like to break up or something? i mean it isnt that hard its much easier then sneaking around behind my back he can just say its over i hate you and i dont ever want to talk to you again but no he has to sneak around and i find out and it truely breaks my heart because i do love him, a lot. And he says that we will still be friends when we break up, but i dont think that i can be around him beacause i feel so much for him and if i stay around him then i will never get over him. but i dunno...i just wish that he would talk to me when he has a problem. things could be so much better. im going to go and cry myself to sleep i hope you enjoy my aggony