All day today i was looking forward to talking to Zach. And he had to go only like 5 min of talking to him. I miss him greatly. Last night i talked to him on the phone and i told him I loved him and i could here him smile his sexy smile, and that made me feel good. But yeah anyways. I kinda miss Kenny. I wish that i could talk to him right now. And tell him how i feel. Alot of people told me that Zach was better for me. Kenny just didnt understand what he was doing to me. Today would have been our 3 month anniversary...*sigh*...I feel so horrible...If he was here right now i would just give him a huge hug and not let go for like 10 min. if he lets me...he might not want to ever talk to me again... Well im going to cut this off here, good night.