last night i couldnt sleep, at all. i got up at 5:45 am and i felt fine till i got to school. And who knew a sugar free gum could make me wake up. then at lunch i had a sun drop and i was bouncing off the walls. too bad no one else was feeling the same way. i think that i get my energy from the people who have none. i think i just suck it all up. while im walking around fucking around and cheesing like there is no tomarrow every one is moping around like today is the day that they are goin to die. oh well. my best friend is leaving me. she is moving to Burns High. I dont want her to leave me. I dont know what i will do with out her there with me. I will be nothing. Just watch when she leaves my grades will drop. She is the only one who keeps me going at school. Oh well. My b day is comming up. I cant wait. I need some money. and fast. its weird...sarah's b day is 7 days before mine and her moms b day is the same as my moms b day. Its a weird coinsidence. Ill write when something else happens or when i feel like it. lol