ive been thinking about my ex kenny for some reason. i guess it might be because he hs happy, and he had made a huge step in his life. he is engaged....its just about broke my heart, but what am i going to do? heh im the one that ruined things. SO while he is out living a great life with some chick named sarah im left alone with no one. i gave up Kenny for Zach. compared to zach kenny was the best bf ive had. even tho i didnt talk to him much he made up for it when we did talk. oh well i guess. Tomarrow (saturday) im going to my best friends house and staying there till monday night. Its going to be so much fun. I need to get out and do something. sitting around and relaxing is what i need, but what i dont need is to think about the things that i dont need, Zach(eventhough i love him), and kenny. Its time for me to move on but im finding it harder and harder to do as time goes on. I need some help, some guidance. Or maybe all i need is a guy to be here to take my mind off of them two and more on him. I dunno. God help me....