I feel like dying. I really dont want to live anymore. I just want it to end. All every one does is bitch at me. Or every one comes to me with their problems i listen and give advice, but when ever i have a problem no one will sit down and talk to me when i need to talk to them. If they do sit down with me they dont let me finish before they start running their mouth about what happend the night before. Im just sick of living a life with no meaning. Im sick of cring. I cant sleep at night. My mind is never filled with happy thoughts. When there is something good up there it dont last long before i start feeling depressed again. It never ends! right now i feel like crap, unwanted, not needed, unloved. Is there a god? if there is he sure as hell dont "love" me.