i havnt written in a while, just because im sick of all the bull shit that happen in my life and between the fighting with people and crying i hadnt had the chance to write everything down. so i dunno. valentines day sucks for me. even if i had a valentine nothing can ever make me feel special. while every girl in our school walks around with roses and teddy bears and balloons, i walk around with nothing and alone. i wouldnt want that shit sent to school anyways its more romantic for your bf to show up on your door step with the roses and a kiss. oh well...im sick of complaining...something has to go my way soon.