its been a while since ive written..i know. ive been going thru a hard time, again. April 15th one guy that i felt more for then any other guy told me that he had a gf. before we had done stuff, so therefore i felt like i was the other girl. But he called me yesterday and everything is cleared up..im not confused about whats going on. but i totally understand. but this dont mean that i dont want to be with him. I love him so much and i just dont want to feel alone any more. he is the only person who can understand me. the only one. and i know your thinking that isnt true. but it is. he made me feel beautiful. he is the first guy that has ever told me that i was beautiful and actually mean it and it made me feel so good. but when i found out that little thing i didnt know what to feel...or think of my self. i still dont. I feel like im not good enough for anything..for any one. I just want him to be mine, and only mine. i want to hear those words that come from his mouth that say I love you Steph. I miss those words. As he is sitting there and talking to me i just want to tell him how much he means to me and how much i love him but i dont know if that is right and i bite my tongue, shed a few tears quiet enough for him not to hear. I love you Daniel. and nothing will ever change that!!!!!!!!!