I am so LAME!! I can not get a date for Homecoming! How much of a loser can I be? Jeeze - la - Weez! I am so saddened Because I feel like I am not pretty enough, or cool enough, or likeable enough to get a date. Shit like this really depresses me!! Nothing exciting happened to me lately so I have no idea what to say. Oh yea!! Today I went to cash my check and my mom went through the drive-through and the little container thingies that you put your deposit slips and stuff in.. Well SHE DROPPED THE CONTAINER!! haha it freaking like rolled out of the parking lot and I had to go chase it! Everyone was laughing at me. But I have to admit, it was pretty funny. I got in the car and almost freaking peed my pants!! it was great!! well thats about it Duce up, A-Town down --Jaii Dee-- (P.S. Like the new colors and such? I DO! & Visit my Britt's new diary brittyy88!! Shes a splendid girl) I'm so tired of you confusing me. Really I am. And its like each time I feel that I've made a little progress with moving on, you do something like hugging me and saying you love me. Please just stop paying your games with me. don't get me thinking there's a chance when all you really want is to reassure yourself that I still love you. it hurts me, becuase I do still love you. damn you for not letting me go. Stop holding onto my heart. I was nice enough to give it to you, can't you be nice enough to return it now that you're done using it? ^^Thats how I feel!! =