surrounded by their comfortable murmer which always kept its constant pace. i take pleasure in our ongoing drama. it gives me hope that my handful of individual chemistries will last as long as they're meant to. like everyone else, when we're in the midst of our raised voices and redundant selfish states of mind we tend to hate the situation that we've all found ourselves in. we tend to hate each other for about five minutes, and then someone will break the silence by bringing up one of the many amazing moments we shared in the past. all at once the forced hatred that was bestowed on each indestructable bond instantly shatters like attacked glass when we all contribute to the uproar of laughter that will mend the tears in our hand-quilted safety blanket.