Not much today... my fingertips hurt... I'm still not better at my guitar either... more practice... I like this song... but when I play it in the car I keep pushing on the gas harder... I haven't driven my car lately... gas is expensive... thoughts are random... I misplaced my new System of A Down CD!! Aaargh! I watched about 4 hours of the Teen Titans yesterday... I'm such a geek... I noticed that a couple of meshed gears on the episode Apprentice (part 1) were spinning in the same direction but they should have been going in opposite directions... like I said... geek... I thought about the whole gender and brain thing... There was even a special on the subject on TV last night... I'm pansexual... yeah... I said it... I used to be heterosexual... then I became bisexual... and now I believe pansexual suits me better... not very many people know about that... um... 3? 4 people? And there people I don't see a lot (or not at all)... I'm not very open about it... I can't be... My family would disown me... I remember times when my stepfather actually told me things like "I hope you don't grow up to be homosexual" and "Your not going to be that way right?"... yeah... homophobe... I'm moving out as soon as possible... so what if I think guys can be sexy too?.......... wow... this diary is starting to get pretty personal.... I kinda like it! Horoscopes anyone? SAGITTARUS Any sense of alienation that you may have is highlighted by the slightest of differences. Lower your sensitivity radar and accept things as they are. Friends are out there in the world for you. LIBRA You are the subject of gossip and idle speculation. Set things straight another day. You know the truth and that is more important than the chitchat out there. Let them speculate in blind ignorance. SCORPIO A detailed money situation is looming ever so large. You might be about a dollar short on making a major purchase. Patience in the long run will help you profit. Peace and Love... -Adolfo- p.s.
if only I could play it! ^_^