SECOx804: hey MakExAxWisH: hi SECOx804: wast up MakExAxWisH: oganizing my backpack.. its a mess SECOx804: oh SECOx804: sounds fun MakExAxWisH: very MakExAxWisH: what r u up to SECOx804: not much talkin to you and makayla MakExAxWisH: cool SECOx804: kinda MakExAxWisH: oh? MakExAxWisH: what were just not cooool enough for u? MakExAxWisH: huh huh SECOx804: lol MakExAxWisH: i dont think this is funny mister SECOx804: i have alot going on around me righ now MakExAxWisH: i bet SECOx804: my lil neice and nefew are playin in my rooma nd daniel is up here on the phone MakExAxWisH: sniffle.. mhmm SECOx804: oh fri night im goin to the movies MakExAxWisH: u told me SECOx804: i did MakExAxWisH: yeah SECOx804: oh MakExAxWisH: remember i asked who with and u said u didnt no SECOx804: well i would ask if you and dustin wanna come but then heather would have to come and were kinda not talking right now and dustin also never has the money SECOx804: so SECOx804: oh and im goin with makayla and luke and casey and my brother and daniel MakExAxWisH: cool MakExAxWisH: i dont wanna go, that movie looks stupid SECOx804: yeah i dunno if were gunna see that one or not depends on what comes out friday MakExAxWisH: oo SECOx804: so has heather said nething to you about me being "a ass" the past few weeks SECOx804: dustin hasnt said nething to me MakExAxWisH: yeah SECOx804: have been SECOx804: have i ben**** SECOx804: been**** MakExAxWisH: kinda.. MakExAxWisH: i like never talk to u anymore MakExAxWisH: im almost to.. "slightly organized but not really MakExAxWisH: lol SECOx804: well your always around heather and i still find myself almost putting my arm around her MakExAxWisH: im not always around heather SECOx804: in the mornings you are MakExAxWisH: dont u miss it when the 4 of us used to hang out and all be friends no matter who was going out with who and who wasnt.. and now its like u and heather going out was keeping the 4 of us together. and now that your broken up, we all are SECOx804: well i just dont want neting to happen like it did the night we were in there dads truck MakExAxWisH: well i doubt it will if you dont like her anymore and youve been broken up for a little longer SECOx804: i never said i didnt like her nemore MakExAxWisH: well u act like it MakExAxWisH: just cause your not together doesnt mean u cant hang out.. its RIDICULOS! SECOx804: i know but you dont get how strong my feelings for her are and until i can trust myself around her i wont put myself in the postion to do nething stupid MakExAxWisH: i truly dont think you will.. MakExAxWisH: once it happends once and shocks u i dont think ull do it again SECOx804: i dunno im pretty dumb MakExAxWisH: true true MakExAxWisH: but still.. SECOx804: and when ever im around her and another girl comes up and talks to me she gives them the evilest looks MakExAxWisH: cause its usually makayla or jamie SECOx804: no its not just them even when i talk to girls in the hall way she does it SECOx804: it not just them SECOx804: granted more than half the time its them MakExAxWisH: well its cause she thinks that ur gonna go get a girlfriend when you said you didnt want a girlfriend right now, cause your so flirty SECOx804: i am flirty and she knows that and i have told every girl that has expressed interest in me that i dont want a g/f so thats just bullshit MakExAxWisH: w/e SECOx804: i have always been flirty SECOx804: its part of me MakExAxWisH: i believe you SECOx804: its more of a hasal being just friends than it was going out with her SECOx804: i mean shit MakExAxWisH: yeah well u both decided SECOx804: oh did she tell you that we had a fight tonight MakExAxWisH: yeah MakExAxWisH: i read her sitdiary SECOx804: every time i bring up her reasoning for breaking up with me the first time she changes it and when i confrount her on it and point it out she gets mad MakExAxWisH: well shes not the only one who decided it MakExAxWisH: yuor the one who said youll never change, even little things, for her.. MakExAxWisH: or for anyone.. but still.. little minor details.. SECOx804: i have good reasoning for doing that to MakExAxWisH: cause you never change for anyone its who you are.. yeah yeah youve told us SECOx804: no thats not it MakExAxWisH: then what SECOx804: ive never told you the reason im like that MakExAxWisH: . . . SECOx804: i use to change how i dress who i talked to all the time cause my g/f wanted me different and always i got hurt MakExAxWisH: yeah well i doubt shes asking for big things like that SECOx804: ok and i did change a lil MakExAxWisH: i didnt see anything change SECOx804: i started watching what i said and how i said thing somewhat but when she started getting mad at me for things i was laughing at SECOx804: i mean come on i couldnt laugh at things i thought was funny because then shed be mad at me MakExAxWisH: its not like shell stay mad at you forever SECOx804: yeah right she was always mad at me SECOx804: for somethin i said weather it was to her or not or laughed at SECOx804: you know what i dont wanna talk about this nemore MakExAxWisH: ok MakExAxWisH: but i still think yuo shuold atleast hang out with us.. even if you dont want to make a mistake around here MakExAxWisH: *her SECOx804: everytime i do shes like wat luke was busy orcant find your new friends MakExAxWisH: well its true.. SECOx804: no its not when were at dustin either im helping him work or you guys wanna play video games SECOx804: you know ill help him but i really dont like video games MakExAxWisH: but youd still always come over and wed just hang out.. but now its "oh i have to think about it i dont no what im diong yet" when really thats code for "i wanna hang with luke and his pot smoking buddies" MakExAxWisH: and then you hang out with us.. and invite luke.. i mean.. really.. SECOx804: ummm not its not code for shit SECOx804: no** SECOx804: it means i dunno what my dad wants me to do so till he says i can go i cant leave MakExAxWisH: well you dont say that. so we think it means you dont even wanna hang out SECOx804: no we still have lots to do to the house and around the house SECOx804: fuck i wish people would quit acting like i say one thing and mean another SECOx804: im goin to bed MakExAxWisH: same MakExAxWisH: goodnight