_ ok.. today was gay.. _ but i finally realized something.. me n jesse.. we have more in common then we actually thought.. today with one conversation.. just things brought us so much closer.. im happy to know that theres someone who actually understands me.... i love jesse.. shes the only one who will ever know.. _ ok .. well me n megan.. we were on the phone.. n she is like really loud on the phone... and im in one room.. and my dads in the other.. n my dad was like wow i can hear her all the way in here!.. haha u had to be there to understand whats so funny about it.. _ bur dude... me n megan.. we have problems with our shoes.. they dont seem to stay on.. =/.. its so0o odd.. but we'll live... _ but dude!! i just cant take all this shiz anymore.. and everything is changing right in front of me.. what do i do? lataz