so. last night i cut my wrist again. i just can`t handle not being with landon. i was so happy with him. && now that i`m not with him i`m miserable. yeah i got casey. but he isn`t like landon. not even close. landon was kind and considerate && never said anything to upset me. and casey he`s like. just a regular guy who can care less. i don`t know. i miss landon soo effin much. i just never got to see him. and i just couldn`t stand it. and i saw casey EVERYDAY. and we just hooked up. what can i say? he`s hard to resist.&i do really really like him alott. but i love landon more than anything. and i wish i would have never hurt him =(