i just got home from my rehearsal...i learned a new song..and i got a script and i need to learn all my linesi lead like the whole body(8 ppl are a snake0 and like i have the biggest part and i have to remember where we go..and it is up to me to make sure we dont knock downt he set come watch me on saturday at the keystone theater at 2 and 7 come to either one and bring me flowers lol j/pi went to kimberlys today and we cried for a whileb/c stormey(kims b/f)is moving 3 hours away next week and matt is moving to Hawaii in june we were both really upset..when i found out matt was leaving i could not stop crying no matter how hard i tried...then we were happy b/c they called us(b/c earlier we could not get ahold of them and we thought they ran away) so me and kim were like running around the house it was hilarious....but then she got up set by stormey and she ran away and i dont know where she went i havent heard from her since 3:30 im worried when my mom gets off the phone i am calling her then if i dont get ahold of her i am calling stormey and matt to see if they have heard from her i hope they havei just really wish matt wouldnt go but i no that he isnt happy here and i want him to be happy even if i will never get to see him again...today stormey made me cry b/c he is like yea matts moving to hawaii....you will never see him again....youi will NEVER see him sam...Ever again then matt went up stairs and i started bawling and kim and stormey went upstairs then he came down and gave me a hug...i love him so much and i only have 3 months to show him just how much i do and how much he means to me hopefully we will stay in touch...maybe he wont even go...but im not sure...i was gana break up with him when he leaves...but then idk if i will if he thinks we will be able to keep a long distance relationship goin, i wont break up w/ him i know if i talk to him like everyday i would be able to keep a relationship...and i know i will never be distrustful to him b/c there is no way i would be able to cheat on anyone especially him...evenb if we do decide to break up i am keeping toch with him and will call him at least once a month AT LEAST hope fully we are meant to be and one day we will meet again and will be together...i hope matt if you read this, i love you always remember that