freaking this sucks so much i wanted to go to Rocky's tommorow with matt since he is leaving in 2 weeks but i dont think my parents will let me b/c i have no way over there and they practically would rather have me stay home bawling my eyes out then at a place with my friends having fun...its like they like it when i cry and when i cut...at least that is what it seems...why does life have to be so tough? all i want to do is spend some time with my boyfriend before he moves to Hawaii since i will probly never see him again i mean his mom wont let him come over here b/c it is too close to town and my parents wont let me go to a skate park that tons of people will be at so theydont have to worry about me "doing something" but w/e bye