i went to rocky's saturday it was awesome..i had so much fun and i learned how to drop in..then it started pouring and i was wearing a white shirt it sucked...but then i got to have my hair wet which makes me look hot....kinda then after it sorta stopped raining me and matt were riding on the half pipe on scooters and we like fell it was so fun and i like choked on a skittle i fell the first time i tried to drop in and now i have a big scrape on my but...and i have a bruise on my knee then me and matt went in side and we were sitting on this bench and he was playing with my hands and he is like ur hands r pruned..it waas funny then he held my hand and he was like omg that feels so wierd! it was funny....then ppl kept telling me to bend over...i guess cuz i was wearing short shorts....idk but it was so much fun but then it made me so much more upset about matt leaving b/c now i realize that there will be a time when i am going to be holding him for the last time and i am gana have to let him go....i just cant wait till tommorow then i get to see him...i went up to elmira yesterday and stayed with my sister and i bought this hot swim suit for darien lake...it is gana be banging i cant wait b/c i am gana have that whole entire day with matt... i am gana see if he wants to go up to elmira this weekend and we can stay with my sister...they have this awesome skatepark right by thier house and me and him can go skate.... i really hope he can..he said that that is like 5 days before he leaves so he is just gana walk out because there is really nothing his mom can do....i bet i am gana break down and cry tommorow morning at school... i just want to be able to hold him forever....i love him...<3 :(