well tommorow is matts birthday and I was all calm and collected about his present but now i am really nervous to give it to him thoughts keep running through my mind like "what if he doesnt like it? what if he thinks its really stupid? what if he doesnt even read it? what if he thinks it is funny?(which it isnt since i cried pretty much the whole time i made it) what if he doesnt even want to take it when he goes to hawaii and he doesnt WANT to remember me?" i cant stop thinking about it i really hope he likes it since that is pretty much the only thing i got him...i didnt have time to really get anything else since i worked on it from when i got home from school to 3A.M. every day! thats like only 3 1/2 hours of sleep for like a week.... if he doesnt like it I will be sooo upset...man since i havent slept i have started to break out which i never do my face is usually clear and now its like...NOT!!! i look like crap since i have only slept like...18 hours in one whole week...i usually sleep like...45 hours a week AT LEAST!!!! well at least it shows how much he means to me and proves i would do ANYTHING for him...obviously.... well im gana go to bed since i am about to fall asleep on the key board comments please!!!!