i got back from cali today.....i want to go back.....when i think about it i really didnt miss anyone that much cuz i never hung out with anyone anyway....i dont like it here it was so much better there and it felt like family too....i just plain want to go back it was so much funner there cuz we could just go out side and play basketball and volleyball and softball there and i cant do that there and we could all just play video games together there and i cant do that here people like me(as in thought i was hot and stuff) and guys dont like me here i mean over there i have got jay whos my age and logans whos 7 to talk to and tori whos 17 just to hang out with and here i am always all by myself in my room crying or being alone and stuff and there i was never bored because i had them all to hang out with and i actually had friends there that i hung out with all the time...sure i have friend here...but no one wants to hang out with me.....im gana ask my mom and if can stay over there for my 9th grade school year but yea....advice??? i have just been hecka sad since i got back and crying and stuff cus i miss it so much....it was more home than my real home is...