Ha, in response to deadpoetic, I am extremely good at Halo. You probably would simply walk away after a minute or two...I've known people who were close to it, but it was after a few more minutes. Now to everyone else, Halo isn't my life, just a hobby. Like I don't spend all my time playing it - far from it. I really only play it now when my friends and I play, and it's probably a few times a month now. Nonetheless, I still slaughter them...and the friends I like best are the ones who in the face of such losses, still come back for another go and keep playing. They are strong and strong willed. They are determined to beat me, and while I don't let them, sometimes they do get the better of me. I enjoy that. Ha, have wanted to write this down for a while. I rarely take any medicines. In fact, other than like aspirin or other headache stuff...tylenol really that's about it, I don't let anything into me. While duh that means no drugs, smokes, alcohol etc, it also means I discourage medicines and such. I think all they do is make me weaker. Having to depend on something else to make me feel better just does not mesh with me. I need to be able to support myself in entirety. Strangely enough, not taking anything at all has been beneficial, as my immune system is incredibly strong, more so than most people. When everyone else is sick and snuffy I'm just fine, and laughing inwardly, hehehe. Of course I still do get sick...just like maybe once or twice a year now. Rarely I get something that's powerful enough to beat it's way past my immunities, but when it does...wow. Only the big things can lay me low now. Which brings me to another thing - other people. Caffeine, ie coffee and such, pesters me. People "need" it in the morning to wake up. I don't. Do I think I'm special? no. I just think that people are too hyped up on what something does to them and then gets an addiction...making them weak. People as a whole are weak. There are some exceptions, meaning I don't think I'm the only one who isn't because I'm not egotistical, I'm simply spelling out the simplistic truth. And truth hurts. I hate lies, deceit. Haha, of course that's a fatal flaw of mine. I deal in truth. Most times that is what gets me in trouble with anyone, even my friends. I seek out the truth, and I expose it where I see it's fit to. Unfortunately for me, many people seek to cover it up because it can be damaging...or common courtesy to let it not be spoken. I say it like it is, and nothing will probably change that. But I'll do what I can to minimize it...for other people. I lived a year and a half alone, thinking only for myself, and it's hard to get out of that kind of mindset. So I'm trying, but I still find it necessary to ask forgiveness to those I inadvertantly offend, and it's happened too much. Fatal flaw. "Tyranids are creatures from our darkest nightmares. But remember this: they can bleed and they can die..."