Oh lordy am I embarrassed. I accidently left my private entry unprivate for a short duration, unto which my friend had read it. He's none the worse off, but I'm embarrassed cause it's only supposed to be known to me and a couple others. So those that read it, I apologize. I am still just as good as I was before. I am a true person, honest and good, and please don't hate me. I am whole now.